Where have all the good people gone?

I'm going to try and sit down this evening, with a glass of wine in hand & post a few more "winner" notes. Haha!

Things are stupid busy in the life of this dirty girl. I'm getting ready to move in a few weeks. Crazy situation, but it's a good thing. However, this means big changes and a ton of work. Anyone want to come help? I promise to fill you with good food & drink in exchange. And lots of laughs.

So, I'm getting frustrated. Seems like men are either looking for a quick lay and then want to ride off into the sunset. Or else they want to propose marriage and have an immediate "happily ever after." Gah! Where are those in between guys? Because honestly, I'm not looking for something super serious right now. I'd rather have Mr. Right Now - who I can hang out with, have a lot of fun and laughs, fantastic sex, but without all the heavy stuff. Is that really too much to ask? I don't want to see someone every day. For one, I don't really have the time, but even if I did, I want something more casual. FWB, if you will. ;)

Also, I'm starting to freak myself out a bit when it comes to that idea of "happily ever after", because admittedly we all want that at some point. I just am not sure I am capable of such a thing. Sure, there are people I have loved, just not LOVE loved. I may have thought it was LOVE for a brief period, but it would quickly become evident that it wasn't really a case like that. I'm sure it's all me, as I have a habit of pushing people away when they get too close. Fairly normal for someone that's experienced a lot of loss in their lives. It's just starting to worry me, that's all.

Anyhow. I have busy work to do. I also have an appointment to get my brows all prettified. Yay!