Where has the month gone?

My brain has apparently been lost out in the universe somewhere. I've just been muddling along in life, keeping busy, yet accomplishing nothing. If something could have possibly gone wrong, it seems to have in the last a few weeks. I'm looking forward to life settling down and being quiet for a little while. We'll see how long that lasts... *sigh* At the moment, I feel like the entire balance of my world is hanging by a string, which isn't exactly pleasant.

I pulled all my ads a few weeks ago, but realize I haven't posted any of the interesting responses. I found that my A to Z list didn't garner nearly the interesting responses than my previous list, however there were some quality ones. However, I didn't really respond to many of them. *blush* I just think with everything going on & feeling meh about most of them, I just wasn't in it.

So, updates, I guess...

The guy that blew me away, is a total flake. Whatever. His loss. NEXT!

Actually, it was a good lesson learned for me and allowed me to deal with some thoughts & expectations that I had drug around with me for years. So I'm very glad he replied to me. (Long story & am not getting into it.)

I still have a "stable" I suppose. But I'm *gasp* seriously thinking about giving it up. And yes, there is a reason for it. ;)

Now, the stable...

1. Definite front runner. In fact, he's the only one I've spent face-to-face time, out of all of these. He's awesome, to say the least. There seems to be some serious chemistry there, on much more than a physical level. If I'm perfectly honest, I get butterflies when I think of him & that's a first for me. No idea where things are heading & I'm trying not to over think things, but simply enjoy it as it comes. However, I would have no hesitation in ditching the rest of my stable if he asked me to. He first contacted me a little more than 3 weeks ago. We first met two weeks ago. And now I'm not going to see him for almost a week & I'm actually sad about that. Weird. I never care about things like that. I'm finally beginning to understand why some of my friends like to spend a lot of time with their guys. Until now, it's been a foreign concept to me. Perhaps I'm smitten. ;) He's actually the only person that I connected with from my A to Z list.

2, 3 & 4 - Two of them are local. One is on the West coast. They are all great guys. The two local guys have both asked me to go have a drink or coffee soon. *lol* It's only taken them since the beginning of February to get to this point. ;) Now, to be fair, one is incredibly shy (& I'm somewhat amazed he finally broached the subject, because he had pretty much told me it would be up to me) and the other has just moved here & has been settling into his new place, new job & new city. I would still love to meet them, as I think they could be good friends, BUT how to handle that?! Funny thing is that they both work in fields, where paths could possible cross with my first guy. There goes my little crazy, intertwined world.

Then I've made a good friend along the way. He's incredibly sweet, but as I told him, I don't make a good rebound girl. ;) Who knows what the future will bring...

So, that's it for now. I have a lot more to say, but a lack of time to do it. I will make a point to get back here sooner than later, however.

Bitch enough & the universe will listen...

At least it is, for now! *lol*

I heard from the boy I wanted to hear from. Granted not a phone call or anything, but a quick note. So, I AM being thought of, which is what matters most. For now. We'll see how it goes.

Also, I got some attention through the evening. ;) First from A in the early evening & then K later on. A few emails waiting for me this morning when I got up & now J is back to texting me. (NOT, THE J! Different one.) I cannot complain at the moment.

So for now, I'm packing a bit. Flirting a bit. Packing a bit more. It's good to be busy! Although, I think I need to get out of the house for a while... Even if just to run through a drive-thru to grab a coffee. It is Roll Up The Rim time you know. I need to win me a prize.

I've been listening to one of my favorite songs lately. Here it is! (Cat - note, it's a different video than the one I shared with you.) This is my Ben boy. *swoon* And this version is much more in line with his public persona, than the more serious version of the video...